i know....i know...

i. am. so. bad. at. this. i promise, i'm going to try harder! in fact, i plan to post again later this week. i know, wild.

medical school is tough, it's consuming, it's fascinating, and sometimes it makes me wonder if i'm retaining enough of what makes me, me. sure, i've been cooking my ass off in an attempt to express my creativity in some way. but am i loosing something else? i have no time for pottery, or writing (soon to change, soon to change dear blog)--no room in my brain for anything but enzymes and nerves and cells.

but then i have this. besas makes me get out of the house and walk on the beach when the sun is high or when it's low on the horizon and the light makes the water and sand look oh so spectacular.
the water and sand and the sun, and this crazy sweet hyper dog take over and medical school slips to the side, if even for a moment, because yes, all this while i am listening to the sweet sweet sounds of my physiology professor in my ipod.